In the common sports analogy “three strikes you’re out” it’s used to describe how in various modalities you have few attempts at something but after that, no more. I’ve heard it in business, life, and of course, sports. But what if I told you that you only had one strike. One chance to prove yourself, one chance to not make a mistake, how then would you respond?
The reason I say this is because my being a law abiding citizen with no prior strikes until now, did not acquit me from a 51 month federal prison sentence. I made a big mistake and there are no second chances when that mistake involves the federal government. So now the question lingers in my head, how will I respond? For me, I know the scriptures remind me “that all have fallen short of the glory of God” It’s important to hold myself accountable, while at the same time choosing to give myself grace to move on from that mistake.
I know I need to respond with more love, grace and mercy to those around me. I need to continue to push myself to be better every day. I do that by using this time to read constantly and learn. I’ve learned to play guitar and I use that skill at our church service every week. I help organize group activities and projects. I work out and run regularly to stay physically fit. I keep in close communication with my family. And I plan and prepare for life after prison. I refuse to give up.
I hope to reconnect one day with all the people who believe in me despite my mistake. To all the people who pray for me, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’m almost out of here and once I am, I will be a better version of myself.